Confused — текст песни (Useless I.D.)

On which side am I?
this one or this one
i`m so messed up
and I can`t fuckin` understand
what`s going on
i`ve found myself
cut in a position - once again
that i`m don`t know
if that`s the way
that i wanted it to be

And I`m so confused
was sure we`re going
in a special direction
guess I was wrong again
can`t seem to find an answer or salvation

The TV is shut
Yeah i`m alone again
thinking of where i was
where i`ve been
my walls are white
but i see only black
it can`t be you
cause i don`t think
that your shadow
is that big

And I`m so confused
was sure we`re going
in a special direction
guess I was wrong again
can`t seem to find an answer or salvation

sometimes it feels so weird
and I don`t know what to decide
this side or this side
my mind is so messed up
can I manage on my own?
or do I need you by my side
to help me clear my doubts
and to find my way out