it`s no wonder i`m alone
unused ringing telephone
is all that`s between my happiness
and a last chance at loneliness
much to my dismay i lie
much to my surprise i fight
attempts people make are ridiculous
try so hard to remain ambiguous
you know it`s hard to be somebody
when everyone around me is laughing
all that i can do is nothing
i swear it`s ok
i want you to stay
so tell me what do you say
all my life i`ve waited for this moment
i want you to know
i swear that i`ll go
if you take one more step, don`t
cause all my life i`ve waited for this moment
it`s enough to make you cry
but still you have to wonder why
more than you know i envy you
but i`ll never give up or in to you