1 - my soul is so dirty
Ive been hustlin everyday
Now I know that I should pray
But I wonder if he hear what Id say
I know my momma didnt raise me this way
But I gotta feed my family
If I could just make it through one more day
I could live the right way
Lord, you know its been 12-15 years Ive been in the game
The way I live this life, forgive me, I know its a shame
But whod a thought Id make it this far
From all the brothers and others that Ive lost
I know Im fortunate not to be one of those souls you choose
And Im sorry for the ones I sent
Down here is to live or die, what was I suppose to do?
You know I wasnt quite ready
For this soul of mine to come before you
Repeat 1
I know I may not have been right but Ive been fair
I guess thats why you saw it to keep me here
You must have somethin better for me
Just give me a sign lord, please show me
Just wanna thank you for the ones youve placed
I pray you watched over them, cuz you watched over me
Until you clean us up lord, like we should be
I know you will eventually
Repeat 1
Please watch over my babies and they mommas, too
Cuz they dont know what they daddy do
But this one thing, I promise you
I wont let my seeds do the same thing, too
Lord, bless my momma, you know how much she means to me
Despite the way I live, I know she still loves me
Shes up in church, cryin and prayin for me
And imma try to see her there on sunday, I said maybe
Repeat 1