SELLTHEHOUSESELLTHECARSELLTHEKIDSFORGETI — текст песни (dillinger four)

I`ve lost more sleep than I can say
And blurred the lines between the days
Pour myself another cup
Put one out light another up
My mind`s stopped making any sense
I`ve lost track of the present tense
Don`t wanna leave, don`t wanna stay
I`d kill to bring back yesterday
Folded up and left for dad
The things I wish I would`ve said
The times I should`ve turned and run
But the damage was already done
And I dug myself a deeper hole
Raked myself over the coals
Reason brings redemption
But redemption won`t be mind

Suppressed my frustation
But it returned
Lost in the translation
I`m not concerned
Smoke `em if you got `em
`Cause we`re never gonna learn
And dance upon the ashes of this world

Got hours more and miles to go
I feel the clock begin to slow
Play the hand that I was dealt
By the enemy that is myself
If I don`t get out from under this
I might never know what I fucking missed
I`m at the breaking point
But don`t know where to draw the line

I`m ticking like a fucking bomb
Had the best of intentions
My resolve outlasts my apprehensions
Won`t be the first time
Not gonna be the last
I looked ahead through bleary eyes
And wondered what was left
Wondered will I pass the test

I`ve lost myself and found myself
And then I lost it all again

It comes down to me in the end
The more I know
The less I comprehend
It comes down to me in the end