no words paint no picture
indifference lost to all i feel
painful things a smile conceals
simple heart it kills this can`t be real
and it never stops happening
painting faces pale with disbelief
i never wanted things to end this way for .....
if i pull my hands from my face now
i`ll see sickness
unthinking, unfeeling
frozen, inept
how can i think straight
the world is waving goodbye
so silent, complete and out of reach
laughing in my face let`s justify
the beginning and end
looked, tried. cried too hard
to find
no matter what i thought the bones still
pile up behind
was i ever on
can`t fight the feeling
when indecision comes to us
it keeps pushing
breaks me down
astray, but will i be okay?
if i can`t see you
you can`t see me