Tears Of Blood — текст песни (Biohazard)

I sit and pick my brain each night
With an axe in my hand held tight
Bity my nose to spite my face
Killing myself, I can`t escape the rat race
Wallowing in neck-deep misery
Quicksand dissent, pressure free
Deepest wounds are self inflicted
Should I hope to be vincited
Always alone, society`s abortion
Self mutilation, the daily partion
Resentful past breeds hopeful future
With tears of blood, I remove the sutures
Dying inside, emotions they hide
Irreperable damage from the tears that I`ve cried
I climb from the sewer, the years that I have
spent
Self mutilation or my environment
Chorus 2x:
Tears of Blood, Tears of Blood
I cry, I cry
Tears of Blood, Tears of Blood
I die
Deny myself for fear of being
Is it over now, has my heart stopped beating
Lying here just self defeating
My mind is empty, it won`t stop bleeding
Twisted anger screams my brain
Over the edge, I hang in pain
Mouth locked shut my mind won`t swallow
With tears of blood alone I wallow
No one to blame except myself
What you call masochism I call wealth
Maybe its just a matter of pride
Too sweet to end with suicide
Peel the scub, pour salt in the wound
Torturing myself, I`m forever doomed
Looking east and west each and every moon
A peaceful rest comes somebody soon
No one to blame expect myself
What you call masochism I call wealth
Is death life and do we live in hell?
Chorus 3x / Lead
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Time wasted by Mikko Virtanen (mtv@klinja.fipnet.fi)