Nothing For Second — текст песни (Medulla Nocte)

Can`t accept rewards that I`ve received
This fear of losing leaves it`s scars on me

I`m sorry I didn`t fit in
I`m sorry that I`ve got a complex
I`m sorry but my life is a joke

I`m sorry I seem to have failed you
I`m sorry that my life is a mess
I`m sorry but I don`t have the answers

I`m sorry but I did my best
I`m sorry I can`t take the shame
I`m sorry but no-one can help me

Strive for success, success, success....

The path I tread is one I have to follow
There`s nothing for second, there`s nothing for second
Still make the same mistakes <i>[x4]
Despondent, this empty shell takes it`s last breath
I feel the pain but I still enjoy it

One day is in confidence
The next is in fear
I think I`ll just stay at home
Because the next I might not see the end of

What I thought that I loved I find I despise
It`s killing me slowly, infront of my eyes

Try to win the race, the race, the race....

[repeat chorus]

The future is not all it`s cracked to be
I just apologise for fucking things up again <i>[repeat]

Start, fight, defeat, again (oh no not again, not again)
Competitive to the last, still walk away with nothing, nothing....

Still make the same mistakes <i>[x4]

I wasn`t good enough <i>[repeat]
And I apologize for fuck all