Fortune — текст песни (Die Happy)

I.
here I am talking `bout discoveries
emptyness, how silly everything can be
my words are strong
my acts are weak
the truth is different

I wanted all
now I am standing here, don`t give a damn
I am lost in my past, in reality
it drones in my head – a weird tone
it sounds like...

I didn`t lose
I think there must be more
I think there must be more
but I don`t wanna wait...

Ref:
THE FUCKING FORTUNE IS NOT SMILING UPON ME
NOT ONE CHANCE TO SHOW MY CAPABILITY
I`M MAD, I`M MAD, I`M MAD

II.
here I am hiding my head in sand
here I am swearing I am innocent
don`t wanna crawl, don`t wanna sink
all on my own

I wanted all
but it`s hard to believe
I will stand on the top of the world
and smile down

who will tell me where it is at all
who will tell me how to get there
`cause I don`t wanna wait...