Shotdown — текст песни (Clay Kevin)

Today I got a little look at life. Drove by the mother of my ex-wife. She took
my stuff and traded it for hash. She`s so rich now, she`s smokin` cash. 31
days and she became a Pigg. I heard he`s related or knows Butch Vig. I know my
day is comin` round soon. But for now I drive a Ford and she a BMW. I`m so
shot down. Playin` guitar, sittin` in my van. Don`t have a real job, I`m a
pizza man. She don`t have to work, she just sits home and plays. My clothes
all smell like cigarettes, beer and mayonnaise. I`m so shot down. And I know
it`s me. I`m so shot down. You know I never get to see my son. I know someday
I`ll have another one. I hope I`ll see him someday somehow. But he`s so
brainwashed and I...I`m so shot down. I`m so shot down, and I know it`s me.
I`m so shot down. I`m not saying she`s the only one. If you want to fight, I
guess I`ll get my gun. I was just driving through her part of town. I hanked
and waved and said, hi, but i got shot down. I`m so shot down. And I know
it`s me.

it for me to love? for me to fear? Is itchasing me?
Or am I chasing it? Is it out of grasp? Within my reach? I`m never at a loss
for humanness. I`ll be the devil. Is it ending? Or is it just beginning? Am I
outof time? I`m out of touch. There`s never enough, or too much. I`ll be the
devil, if you`ll be God. You always set my soul on fire. And now it burns an
endless flame. You always set my spirit higher. Now it lingers just the same.
I`ll be the devil. I`ll be the devil. If you`ll be God.