Back Then...... — текст песни (Lucky Boys Confusion)

1995…
Looked in the mirror, man, what did I see
Is this really who I am or what I`m trying to be?
I laugh when they tell me to find myself
Cause when you`re looking for yourself
Who do you ask for help?
That was back then man I`m growing
Right now, there`s no way of knowing
Exactly which way I`m going
But it won`t be too long until you meet another side of me
Do you think that I`ve spoken clearly?
Is what I`m representing really what I believe
Maybe I was trying to hard to Cobain
But it`s really hard to get a grip when you`re legally insane
Life`s a journey not a destination
Some time ago, came to this conclusion
My future lies on my own decision
And all of yours, all of yours
That was back then man I`m growing
Right now, there`s no way of knowing
Exactly if I was being misunderstood
Maybe I`m finally standing where I should