December — текст песни (Acceptance)

December falls, I don`t think I`m okay, not today. When dad came home, he told me go upstairs, I close my eyes. A tear falls down, as I drop onto my bed, not again. My anger hits, as I hear mom cry again. Things are confusing I don`t know what I should turn to. Should I run away? Dad has gone crazy, the last time I think I might, put him in his place. I think I just might run away. December falls, and I forgot it`s meaning, to look to Christ. I`ll help you dad, I`ll show you there`s a meaning. I think I should look to my heart.