I`m Trying — текст песни (Diamond Rio)

She said I`m not pointing fingers
He said yes you are
`Cause you wouldn`t bring it up if you weren`t
If I told you I`d been walking
Out in the dark night thinking
Would you take as truth this alcoholic`s word
I can`t change what`s done is done
But I can tell you this
Not a day goes by that I
Don`t curse myself and all my sins
And I need you to hold on to
While this part of me is dying
And though I haven`t kicked the demons
That haunt me
I`m Trying
I`m Trying

She sat down on the floor
And said I wish I was stronger
Right now I feel fragile as glass
I want to believe you
Believe what`s held you has freed you
And I hate these doubts
That keep on coming back
My parent`s think I`m crazy
For staying here this long
But there`s nothing more I want for us
Than to prove to them they`re wrong
I don`t want to be afraid
I don`t want to think you`re lying
And though I haven`t found the faith
That I need
I`m Trying
I`m Trying

He asked do you want me to leave
`Cause if you do you know I will
But she said much to his disbelief
No I love you still
Oh I love you still

He said I don`t know why I`ve been the fool
But I can tell you this
Not a day goes by that I
Don`t curse myself and all my sins
Then he dropped down to his knees
By now they both were crying
He said I haven`t been the man I want to be
But I`m Trying
I`m Trying
I`m Trying believe me
I`m Trying