Not What I Expected — текст песни (UnSuNg ZeRoS)

i`ve got a vision in my head
of how it should be
and i wonder if that`s how it will
work out
when i sit down will i be smiling
a grin on my face
or will i just want her to
get out of my head and my mind
that`s how it goes
and then she shows
and it`s all wrong
i feel her hand touch on my arm
and my skin grows cold
how can this be
why`s it so fake
and why`s it so false
how should i tell her she should go
cause it`s all my fault
i let my heart ger ahead of my mind
and everything else