It`s got to be got together things must be nailed to the ground things must be tied to each other things which must be figured out why I`m alive and what I`m doing with my life and what I should have tried to do and how I`m going to make it through through through I think I might be sure now if I can only learn how everything will turn out A OK and everything`s going to be great now that we`ve made all progress now we can finally relax we know the means and the object and now there`s no turning back why can`t I lose that feeling of impending doom when I see what I must choose and think of what I have to do do do I think I`ve got a feeling I feel I`ve got a reason I was only thinking it`s okay and I don`t want to think anymore I don`t want to think anymore I don`t want to think anymore.