I`ve tried it twice but all in vain
I`ve seen it come but far too late
Sometimes it`s easier to swallow pain as pain
Inwards
Lifeless
A bitter soul in shades
Unbroken chains
Again and again
This fear I can not hide
Inwards
It`s inside
Here I go again with blinded sight
Into my universe of time
Inner higher praise of spiritual decay
Terminal state of confusion
Yes, I know, I`m hard to penetrate
I won`t complain
It`s my own perception
And I need to fucking lie for one more day...
