I was here when the call came through, Jill
and I screened it like I always do, Jill
and they hung up on the machine
just like you, Jill
well, that sounds like one of your stunts, Jill
and I`m only gonna say this once, Jill
you haven`t left a message for me
in a couple of months, Jill
I`m not blaming you, Jill
this is hard to do, Jill
but I still don`t know why I always feel like crying, crying, crying
I`m still having some trouble tying up your loose ends, Jill
and I still see life through the same distorted lens, Jill
and I think I may have said some things about you
in front of some of your friends, Jill
well, I`m sorry if I hurt your feelings, Jill
but these are not normally people with whom I have dealings, Jill
I still spend most of my time in silence alone
staring at ceilings, Jill
but you know all that, Jill
what I`m getting at, Jill
is I can`t stop not knowing
why I never don`t feel like crying, crying, crying