Solace and Pain — текст песни (Matt Nathanson)

I`m so confused by what I have and what I want,
But I can`t stand alone without your help
I`m afraid of the truth that I might find
when I look inside myself,
But I can`t stand alone without your help
And what once gave me solace, now only gives me pain
I over estimated your emotions again
How easily we can fool ourselves
and see things that just aren`t there
Tangle up our emotions until it seems that people truly care
It`s been out of my hands now for so long
and there`s nothing I could have done
And jealousy`s an emotion that I`ll have to learn to overcome
And what once gave me solace now only gives me pain
I overestimated your emotions again
Distance and silence, how do they make you feel?
Well they hurt me.