Should... — текст песни (deviates)

i guess I`m wasting my time trying to tell you how i feel, or maybe
asking you how you see us, I`m confused but i know what i mean
i can never say it, i could hardly write it, you`ll probably never read this
i`m not going to sign it, no that`s not me, it just seems this
is the way it had to be, not anymore i want you & me, this is the way it had to be
should have would have could have had it, i blew my chance
but I`m glad i had one, far away out of range you cant see
no words can explain & no song seems complete
the more i speak i make a fool out of me, what can be said I`m incomplete
this is the way it had to be, not anymore i want you & me,
this is the way it had to be