I Remember — текст песни (deviates)

when i think of my youth, i don`t remember you, you weren`t there
you didn`t care, you still don`t care, you never cared if i did, but i don`t
it was a dream i had no choice, i couldn`t scream i had no voice
to say or do anything, i was all alone and the hate did grow
and i remember what its like to be different, a constant fight, ya, i remember
you couldn`t see no you couldn`t feel, wake up from the dream just to find its real, yeah i remember
my mind was full of hate, my heart was empty i couldn`t take it
it was your choice to leave, i hated you, did you hate me?
a fight for custody, over me, a piece of property, just filled me w/ confusion
empty thoughts, anger & illusions.
Do you remember me, that whining kid, that crying baby
the hate has evolved, problem solved, you don`t exist, its all your fault
yeah i remember what its like to be a kid, that`s not my life
you`re nothing to me, you never were, that`s pretty lame
i guess that`s just the way it goes... but i remember