Last Breath — текст песни (The Mad Caddies)

Still awake on a winters day
skies are gray and it`s cold
Smoke signals from my last cigarette
Lets me know that it`s finally getting old
Everybody hates me for the night before
The man you saw wasn`t me
And now there`s blood upon the bathroom floor
I`ve got a disease

Wait a while all I need is a friend
Come on stay a while won`t you please understand, understand?

I`m fucked up with nothing ahead but the end
I know that I`ll never get sober
And I`m fed up with this miserable life after death
I know that I`ve taken my last breath

Memories of how it used to be
Painted thick on my walls
Cold illusions pumping through my veins
Felt them there but I didn`t hear them call
Washed away all my darkest fears
Shoved them down to my soul
I keep them aged llike a vintage wine
I`m sure they`ll come out when they`re ready to go