Not The Girl I Used To Be — текст песни (Chumbawamba)

(Chorus)
Wondering
Have I given up dreaming?
Come down from the ceiling
I won`t do that again
Thinking
My misspent history
Mistakes to teach me
I won`t do that again
Dreams I kept as a child
Kept me quiet and hypnotized
Cooked away my valentines
Served myself up every night
Couldn`t see me for the trees
And all that hallmark poetry
I`m not the girl I used to be
I`m not the girl I used to be
(Repeat chorus)
Trying to break the family ties
Chocolate hearts and tacky lies
Heard a thousand crappy lines
And I believed them every time
So I beg to disagree
Love`s not taking all of me
I`m not the girl I used to be
I`m not the girl I used to be
(Repeat chorus)
I`m not the girl I used to be
(Repeat)