Useless — текст песни (unloco)

So I can fall asleep
But it`s all I`ve come to know

Push me and you
shoved like you always do
But nothing`s ever the same
But how can I explain
the damage you have done
When all that`s left is pain

So I tried to stay awake
And so I would try to stay awake
And so I learned...

Waiting in my room
I`m lying on the bed
Cuz outside is just too cold
I turn the radio loud
So I could fall asleep
But it`s all I`ve come to know
So I tried it all for you

I fucking tried your way
And I don`t like what I see
Cuz I`ve been put to the test
And faced all the rest
And useless is all I`ll be
So I tried your way
And don`t like what I see
And now I`m bored...

Waiting in my room
I`m lying on the floor
Cuz outside I just don`t know
I turn the radio loud
So I can hear me think
But it`s all I`ve come to know

So I tried to stay awake
And so I would try to stay awake
And so I learned...

I fucking tried your way
And I don`t like what I see
I`ve been put to the test
And faced all the rest
And useless is all I`ll be
So I tried your way
And don`t like what I see
And now I`m bored...

(So I burn a part of me that slowly fades to you,
but how can I plainly see what slowly fades to me)