Sometimes I lie awake in bed
Thinking about the things you said
So lost for words, so lost to tell you how I feel
So terrified of changing what I thought was real
Its too bad, youre gone
Its too bad, youre not alone
And I know that you couldnt see
That its too bad that youre gone
And not here with me
Standing here, trying to make some sense of this
Theres nothing between us
Still I can feel your awkwardness
Youre so lost for words
So you just tell me Im your friend
There must be one reason
Only one reason in the end
Its too bad, youre gone
Its too bad, youre not alone
And I know that you couldnt see
That its too bad that youre gone
And not here with me
So why are you pulling away
It must be from things that I say
And Im thinking youre thinking of him
So why do I even care at all