Lost Control — текст песни (Anathema)

Life has betrayed me once again,
I accept that some things will never change.
I`ve let your tiny minds magnify my agony,
and it`s left me with a chemical dependency for sanity.

Yes, I am falling... how much longer till I hit the ground?
I can`t tell you why I`m breaking down.
Do you wonder why I prefer to be alone?
Have I really lost control?

I`m coming to en end,
I`ve realised what I could have been.
I can`t sleep so I take a breath
and hide behind my bravest mask,
I admit I`ve lost control.