Holding Back The Tears — текст песни (take that)

(Gary Barlow)
I kinda keep asking myself many questions
Where do I go from here
I seem to keep losing track of time
And how long it`s been
Since I last had you near
Been a painful road to a door that`s closed
Been a gamble that I knew I couldn`t win
Been a lonely conversation to this photograph of you
In the mirror there`s a sign I must give in
So I`m not holding back the tears anymore
Trying to escape the heartache
Trying to escape emotion
So I`m not holding back the tears anymore
Yesterday`s my memory
Reminding me of all the times that I depended on you
I used to enjoy spending time on my own here
Watching the jaded people past
Now here I am sharing their pain and their lonely tears
And walking a road of broken glass
It`s never been easy
It`s a constant fight to get through each day and night
It`s a war between the present and the past
And the face that`s in your mind every time you close your eyes
What`s the reason?
What`s the answer?
How long will this last?
So I`m not holding back the tears anymore
Trying to escape the heartache
Trying to escape emotion
So I`m not holding back the tears anymore
Yesterday`s my memory
Reminding me of all the times that I depended on you
Been a long long time
Since I heard your last goodbye
Still I hear it clearly every day and night
What`s the point in love when you have to give it up
But still you need it and it`s no where you can find
So I`m not holding back the tears anymore
Trying to escape the heartache
Trying to escape emotion
So I`m not holding back the tears anymore
Yesterday`s my memory
Reminding me of all the times that I depended on you
Holding back the tears anymore
Trying to escape the heartache
Trying to escape emotion
No I`m not holding back the tears anymore
Yesterday`s my memory
Reminding me of all the times
That I depended on
You...
Please...Will You open the door again