I — текст песни (taproot)

I am seeing tunnel vision in a world thats dark and cold,
I cannot believe how much I`ve changed since the days of old,
I know it`s temporary but I need to focus straight,
I cannot believe I lost control of my fate,
I need forgiveness from the people I truely care about,
I need support behind my back to help me spit it out I am gonna win,
I can`t afford to blow this one,
I hate myself sometimes,
I love myself,
I need this way of life because it holds me.
contradictions the way of life happiness is wealthyness is healthy
now I`ve made it through those lies and deceit,
I think whats done is done and I can`t complain anymore i am sure,
now that I`ve found myself again it feels great I can`t believe
I`d lost control of my fate.