Bothered — текст песни (china drum)

If you had a million people watching you, would you make the same old blunder?
Well I wonder, yes I wonder
If I could put the words in writing, would you ever come out fighting?
Well I wonder, yes I wonder
There`s a question I yearn to ask, but I`m held back by the past
I`ve asked you once before and I`ll ask once more
I usually stay tucked up in bed when that question hit`s my head
Well I wonder, I think I`ll leave it
I wanna stop this aggravation, I can`t soak in anymore information
Sponge is full, my sponge is full
All the time you were breaking the rules
All the time you were making a fool
Out of me, out of me
I`ve trained my eyes to put aside but the glances I receive are coming true
No thanks to you, no thanks to you
I wanna say something nice to you, I wanna put it straight but it isn`t happening
I`ll have to concentrate, or is it far too late?
`Cause I`m treading on very thin ice with you
The cracks are zig zagging their way over
Caving in, caving in
I`ve tried to understand your feelings
I`ve watched you clambering up the ceiling
Not getting through, you`re not getting through.
I`m just watching your reaction with the sweetest satisfaction
I`ll pass it on, I`ll pass it on
If you wanna shovel it up come on keep it coming, don`t give up
I`ve had worse to deal with than what you`ve come up with
If you had a million people watching, would you make the same old blunder?
Well I wonder