This Is Hell We`re In — текст песни (deicide)

Racing with death, life in a mess
Time growing shorter with every regret
Efforts subceeding, I`m losing restrain
Insincere promise I`ve broken again
Nothing can touch me for once I am dead
Exclude the body, the spirit is left
I have no problem in coping with life
It is this world that condemns me to die
THIS IS HELL WE`RE IN
Enduring in pain
IN THIS HELL WE`RE IN
I will not remain
THIS IS HELL WE`RE IN
Forbidden to want
FROM THIS HELL WE`RE IN
I wish to move on
Wrapped in self doubt enmeshed in the brain
Darkest depression succumbing again
Waiting the hour, the string snaps inside
Length of a second to take my own life
So it is promised I do not believe
Anything better than what I have seen
Out of this body, I wait for this day
In this hell we`re in, entangled in pain
Balance upset into leaning on death
Simplified option to life`s little test
Constantly guarding against its attack
Why were we put here to feel its effect
Violent pressure has tired my tries
It is my wish that it`s soon that I die
Hanging by threads to the realms of the sane
It is this world that has made me this way