Love is everywhere Im not allowed.
I feel hes been to hell, but hes near to heaven now.
I need to see it. I cant not have it, so inscrutable, so beautiful.
I try. I try. I try.
His head is I dont know. Im stuck outside again.
Cant get in. I cant move him.
I think I like it because it hurts to not know, pain is so.
I tried. I tried. I tried.