It only hurts me when Im awake
It seems to die with dreaming
And theres only so much that I can fake
When my whole lifes careening down
I will not die
It only kills me cause Im alive
And living this disaster
And its all I can do now to survive
I live to beat my master down
I will not die
Down I will not die
When Im well I long to be
Only in love with you
But I guess Ill never be whole
And you know its true
It does not stop me that we all die
I know this trips to slaughter
But if only I could let me cry
I feel the healing water roll down
I will not die
Down I will not die
Down I will not die