staring at my shadow i see the world around me never felt 
as if my existence reflects these walls so proudly intentions 
of the past defined so quickly it`s hard to change myself 
never mind all of the people around me i try to push it to the side 
never put the blame on anybody`s head but mine i`m still searching 
for my pride i`ll keep searching but there`s so many places 
for it to hide i try i`ve tried so hard to change for you