It`s Been A Summer — текст песни (A New Found Glory)

it`s been a summer

I`m cracked from my head down to my spine
ready to self destruct
at any time
and I`m trying to convince myself that the way I`m feeling is all I have
it could take a lifetime
to realize that you`re alright

(but you said)
I know when you will come back
it`s been a summer
it`s burning up in here
even though the bed is cold on your side
I`d rather die than spend this night here without you
(without you)

I would try to fix these flaws of mine
if I could just see you (if I could just see you)
for one more time
and I`m trying to convince myself that the way I`m felling is all I have
I don`t believe it sure fits
there`s pity, but the truth brings:

I`ll be the first one to know
if it`s wrong for me to just let it go
I`ll be the laughing stock of Florida
person most likely to find it saddening
it`s fate that made you want for me `til this day