tears dripping on the ground
I see this barrel staring up at me
will the trigger set me free
my legs are shaking as I
decide if I`ll consider one more try
or if I`ll end it all tonight
I need to know that someone cares
I need to know that someone`s here
cause that`s never been the case with me
so I will bow out gracefully
and save everyone the breath
that they don`t need to waste on me
anywhere is better than here
my body limits me from my dreams
I`m more alive when I`m asleep
destination unknown right now
I see my soul dancing in the sky
free from all this pain and strife
I cried up high last night I begged
I begged for you to come down and to
help me with my life
but I haven`t heard back from you
that`s ok cause I am through
its too late now I made up my mind
all I need is someone to take my hand
and tell me that I`ll be ok
I`m not as alone as it seems
I want out
tears falling to the ground
that`s the last one I will loose
you cut me up so I`ll show you
all I need is someone to take my hand
and tell me that I`ll be ok
I`m not as alone as it seems
say my good-byes to my misery
this is the last of it I will see
cause I want out I am through
its hard to live when you know
no one cares for you