It Don`t Matter — текст песни (Rehab)

Da Da Da Da Da
Da Da Da
Da Da Da

Sittin` in traffic another day of feeling nothing
Tryin` to find somethin`
I guess it`s back to ----- paint and model glue
How I die when I look at you smilin`
Lovin` life and all I know is blue
Rainy days and cold stares, broken love affairs
Everything`s beautiful as long as I ain`t there
I guess I wasn`t meant to crack a smile
Who cares, I think I`ll go to sleep for a while now

I`m barely livin` in my skin
Depressions my only friend
And I don`t know where I am headed
Trying to forget where I`ve been
And I`m so sick of lyin`
God, please, show me that silver linen`
Cuz I heard tale and I`m not well
My heads full of hell and this words a jail, but

Chorus x2
And it don`t matter and I don`t care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good`s over there
And everything here`s hard to bear

And as the pain begins to displace
Had it to ear level with this place
You see it on my face a state of suspended grace
Gradually, I erase and find comfort in this sickest womb
I may be present but not in the room
To whom it may consume
Melting ensembles
Bleeding chellos running through bordellos
Drama like Othello
Hidin` out from Poncharello
Dead off in the median
Fallin apart like usual
Handin out flyers to my funeral

And so they say that life`s a play
And that all the world`s a stage
And for another part I pray
The show the ends the same way every day
And my heart carries the pain
of a brain I can`t explain
Am I insane? Am I insane?

Chorus x2

And everything good is gone x3
And everything bad is here x3
It doesn`t really matter know does it

Chorus x2

Yeah
It`s hard to bear
And everything here`s hard to bear x2
Everything heres hard to bear