You could say I feel this way
cause its the way I feel
Or you could say I make it up
I wanted to be real
I knew Id go down today
And crash into myself
Repetitious habit-forming
Self-inflictedness
Inner, innermost, most person
Its so hard to be
Feeling good to not feel bad
Is way too weird for me
I wish and wish and wish
Someone else would come around
Habit-forming hang together
No one comes around now
Its no fair it takes so long
And comes around too late
Wonder why its so easy
To feel the way I hate
Its so hard to turn around and say yeah
Anesthesizing, never-minding
Fill yourself with crap
What goes in, is coming out
You cant escape that
Inner, innermost, most person
You could dare to be
Bigger than the biggest head
But not as empty
I wish and wish and wish
Someone else would throw me down
Like its supposed to
Like Im used to
No one comes around now
Its no fair it takes so long
And comes around too late
Wonder why its so easy
To be the way I hate
Its so hard to turn around and say yeah