My Fidelity — текст песни (nova heather)

Is it something ritual
I`m caught in, can`t break the spell?
Is it moving in my body
Is it biological?
I gotta hand it to you
You`ve got one heart ten times divided
Did you cut yourself in pieces
To get them all inside?
You dream about her, can`t you see?
She`s only shining bright
`cause she`s so out of reach.
You dream about the seven seas
While I`m staying home each night
making love to my fidelity.
I`m rocking in my bed
I can`t talk can`t think can`t sleep.
And nothing`s jumping fences,
I only count what I cannot keep...
I lick my wounds,
I chase my instinct like a cat.
I don`t know how I got so good
Or why my heart`s a trap
Why I love you, why I love you
Why I love you, I don`t know,
Why I love you, why I love you, why.
Taking sides with my enemy
Making love to my fidelity
I`m landlocked, stuck in here,
I don`t want to take my freedom.
I can`t change what makes me high
And I can`t change what I believe in.
I`m not pleasing no guru
I`m not out to look for Jesus.
I`m not afraid to break the rules
It`s just, one love keeps me breathing.
Why I love you, why I love you
Why I love you, I don`t know
Why I love you, why I love you, why.
Taking sides with my enemy
Making love to my fidelity