Drop — текст песни (Red House Painters)

so much that i can`t say to you
my voice shakes from the hurt that i hide
ashamed of my existence
and of my petty often wounded pride
i`d like to come home to see you
and to catch your sickness by the bedside
but then you`d know how much i really need you

all the love in an instant
makes my life stop
but then my hate for you
makes my feelings altogether drop

if only i were blind to your selfish fling
and your desperate cause
and didn`t press you for the details
that threaten my physical flaws

i`d like to come home to see you
and embrace your illness under soft light
but then you`d know how much i really need you

all the love in an instant
makes my life stop
but then my hate for you
makes my feelings altogether drop

so much that i can say to you
with affection that i burn inside
you`re aching from the distance
avoiding strain that`s running still alive
if only i could heal you in the sprinkling of the ocean side
but then you`d know how much i really love you

all the love in an instant
makes my life stop
but then my hate for you
makes my feelings altogether drop