It`s cold here in the city
Always seems that way
I`ve been thinking about you almost everyday
Thinking about the good times
Thinking about the bad
Thinking about how bad it feels all alone again
I`m sorry for the way things are in China
I`m sorry things ain`t what they used to be
But more than anything else
I`m sorry for myself
That you`re not here with me
My friends all ask about you
I say you`re doing fine
I expect to hear from you almost anytime
They all know I`m lying
I can`t sleep at night
They all know I`m dying deep down inside
I`m sorry for all the lies I told you
I`m sorry for the things I didn`t say
But more than anything else
I`m sorry for myself
I can`t believe you went away
I`m sorry if I took some things for granted
I`m sorry for the chains I put on you
But more than anything else
I`m sorry for myself
For living without you