I tried to tell you that theres always
Two sides to the blade
I saw my future cave in from the roots of decay
The dark cloud started dancing all over the sun
Whatever it took to make my blood run
I had a ways to go
Sorrow that youll never know
But lately its beginning to show
And I tell myself never again
The armies of doubt were playing war in my head
I couldnt recover from the things that they said
Crash landed in the safehouse under the stairs
Last place on earth where anyone cares
Never dreamed Id fall to this
Something that I couldnt resist
And now I just clench my fists
And I tell myself never again
Run silent, run deep, run as fast as you can
Let the rest of the world slide through your hands
Old habits die hard like a fatal disease
They cut you so deep, you can never come clean
Ive got a past to pay
I got demons to face
I cant just run away
But I tell myself never again