Self Control — текст песни (Channel Zero)

I had some news today
I lose control in here
My self control is coming down

I`ve lost the world today
I slightly fade away
My self control is going down

Ignorance feels the worst
The bad stay, the good go first
All I observe is black for me without a smile

My world falls apart
Reality strikes and hits you real hard
Sometimes reality is killing you without a sound

I`m gonna breakdown my agony
Mastering my self control
So I`ll breakdown my agony
Searching for my self control

I heard the news again
I lose control in here
My self control is coming down

I`ve lost the world today
Slightly fade away
My self control is going down

I need to hold on tight
Mind struggling in my fight
My mind struggles every night since you`re gone

I feel so helpless now
I try to catch it somehow
All you ever leave behind are memories to find

Breakdown my agony
Mastering my self control
So I`ll breakdown my agony
Searching for my self control

Inside my head it`s kinda weird
I try to follow you
I feel the pain it`s like a gain
That keeps me going on

I speak to you, communicate
Ask for advice to know
Maybe it`s a crazy thought
I know that I will walk alone