Spilt Milk — текст песни (The Cure)

I don`t think I ever know if I really want it
Could be why I`m never sure if I ever really got it
And I guess it`s maybe easier not to think too much about it...

A house a car a family and friends
Yeah, it all means to justify the ends

But sometimes...I wonder...in the back of my mind
Sometimes...I wonder...if I`m wasting all my time
Sometimes...I wonder...if I`m putting off my real life...

What I could`ve done, where I could`ve been
When I should`ve gone, when I should`ve seen
Who I would`ve loved, how I would`ve dreamed
And if it`s always always too late...

I don`t think I ever know that I ever really need it
Could be why I`m never sure that I ever really feel it
And I think it`s maybe easier to guess I really mean it...

A house! A car! A family and friends!
Yeah, all it means to justify the ends

But sometimes...I wonder...

A girl! A smile! A holiday and sex!
Yeah, all it takes to make sense of the rest

But sometimes...I wonder...in the back of my mind
Sometimes...I wonder...if I`m killing all my time
Sometimes...I wonder...if I`m giving up my real life...

What I could`ve done, where I could`ve been
When I should`ve gone, why I should`ve seen
Who I would`ve loved, how I would`ve dreamed
And if it`s always always too late...

And every day that I let slide
Is one more day I never try
To break the world
To make my fate
And with every day that I let go
It`s one day less I never know
If it`s always
Always too late...