Sprawl — текст песни (Lee Ben)

[from Grandpaw Would]
I pretend I`m mellow
So you don`t think I`m hurt
I`m just a real sad fellow
Pretends he`s so down to earth
And I might get a kiss
If I play my cards right
Don`t care if I`ve missed
The whole goddamn point
Just pull myself together in the way
That you`d want me to
You`re so mellow
You can`t see I`m in pain
My knees turn to jello
And my eyes start to rain
And I might not get dissed
If I play my cards right
Don`t care if I`ve missed
The whole goddamn point
Try to be nice in the way
That you`d want me to
And I wear my shirt like I`m not affected
I`ll eat my lunch like I still haven`t checked yet
I`ll try to be cool and if that doesn`t work at all
I`ll try to sprawl