So this is how it feels to suffer?
And I had too much to say
But it`s over now
And I`m going down
Alone, alone
I`ve no guarantees
I`ll recognize my disease
Before my time has gone
It`s all I`ve found
Can`t get the hell off the ground
Out from under my feet
Promises and wishes all mean nothing
When it`s me that I`m speaking to
Wanting something
Won`t mean I will see it through
I don`t need to see these visions to remind me
That I`m dying from the inside out
Wanting you here
It still means I must do without
I can`t criticize your reasons for living
When you`re the one missing them
Wanting, dreaming
That I may find where they come from
Find where they come from
Where they come from
I dream you
And I want to
Be near you
I can`t get up out from under my feet
I`ve tried to
But can`t get it through
I need to
God is all I`ve found
Can`t get the hell off the ground
Out from under my feet
So this is how it feels, you sucker
And you`ve had too much to say
But it`s over now
You`re finally going down
Alone, alone