Panic — текст песни (no doubt)

Today is going to be easy
Today `cause you`re not around
I`ll leave off my make up
I`ll sleep in my bed
To pass all the time by

Today `cause you`re not around
Today you won`t be around

I concentrate on empty spaces
A passive pondering of blankness
Sit down shut up, controlled obsessions
Your absence it exhausts me

I always panic when I`m left
I always panic when I`m left

Today I feel destructive
Today who cares about myself?
I`ll live in denial
And I`ll beat up my head
And I`ll eat all the chocolate
Today `cause you`re not around
Today you won`t be around

I can`t control my feelings
I sip on dreams and choke on real things
Detach myself for preservation
I struggle to not want you

I always panic when I`m left
Is it healthy that we met?
If you stop coming will I forget?
I always panic

Today is going to be simple
Today `cause you`re not around
My heart will pound lazy
No one to impress
No smile is required
Today `cause you`re not around
Today you won`t be around