If I Tried — текст песни (Evan And Jaron)

I was late
and dawn is near though tired as hell
just sitting here
suspended in one of my eternities
as I realized why
my body starts to freeze
I think of all
the hurt and pain you`ve gone through
and how I was never there for you
I think of all the lonely cries you`ve shed
as I lay comfortably
in this very bed
and though
I know deep down inside
I couldn`t
have helped you if I tried
but I hate myself for it anyway
I think of how you must have sat
all day and night
by the telephone
as your lonely tears begin to fill my eyes
outside the sun`s rays
have already touched the skies
(chorus)