I`ve been cheating myself for too long.
Living as if i was going nowhere,
And I know it`s wrong,
I`ve been fighting myself for too long,
I try, really try to keep my head up high,
And I know it`s wrong,
And I should really know better,
But it`s been so long;
[Chorus]
I know how I feel,
But I`m afraid to show it,
Inside it`s so real,
But no one else would know it,
The whole truth and no lies,
Cutting deeper, I can hear my soul cry,
Come on Testify, Come on Testify
I`ve been lying to myself for too long,
Silence.... was my only comfort
And I know it`s wrong,
But I can`t change the weather,
It`s been too long;
[Chorus]
To the friends that I`ve lost on the way,
To the friends I`ve been pushing away,
You could say that I`ve made it,
But I`m Jaded
And inside I`m falling;
[Chorus]
I`ve been fighting,
Myself for too long,
And Ive been hating,
Myself for too long.
[Thanks to lil_mizz_rockchick@hotmail.com for these lyrics]