I ain`t here to hold you when you cry
I ain`t here to hold your shaky hand
I ain`t here to look you in the eye
Or beg for you to understand
I ain`t gonna walk you thru your dreams
Walk you thru this life that we all know
I ain`t here to listen while you speak
I ain`t here to heal your broken soul
Am I here at all?
I ain`t here to tell you what you need
I ain`t gonna take a noble stand
I ain`t here to look you in the eye
Or beg for you tjo understand
I can only tell you what I`ve seen
I can only tell you how it felt
While my heart was crushed to bad inside
Till I felt the hatred slowly melt
I don`t wanna
I ain`t gonna watch your every move
I ain`t gonna dog your every step
I ain`t here to shape your every mood
I ain`t here to keep your secrets kept
Oh, but if I held you in my arms
If I could squeeze you till we cry
I don`t wanna lose this love I feel
I don`t wanna lose this fight tonite
I ain`t gonna
I ain`t here to hold you when you cry
I ain`t here to hold your shaky hand
I ain`t here to look you in the eye
I don`t want you under my command
I can only hope you feel your tears
I can only wish you`d feel the hope
I can only hope that I can see
out beyond this skin that covers me
Oh, how I wish that you were here
If I could hold you in my arms
Oh, how I wish that you were mine
I don`t wanna beg for you no more
I ain`t gonna tell you how I feel
I ain`t gonna tell you how I feel
I ain`t gonna pray for you to love me
Because I know you will
I just know it!